dear you.

hai! happy belated birthday!
hope you like it. hope you are happy.

hm, since there is stalker who stalk my beautiful life,
i just dont mind to share everything about you dah.
sila lah stalk semuanya ya?
macam best je jadi perhatian orang! haha..

btw, since i have no other place to share what i feel,
i will just burst it here.

how long will i stay patience and allow everything just happen?
how long will me be silent aside?

maybe they forget im also a human.
maybe he also forget.

i might be sitting silently here.
i might not do anything he doesn't want me to do.
i might follow everything he said.

but, there is a limit for me.
im afraid im reaching that limit.
im afraid for the time being, i care about what happen,
but later, theres nothing i would even worry about.
cause i know who i am.

when will i get the chance to get priority from you.
what am i differ from them?
this differ means, what am i lack since you are treating me like i have no heart.
like i dont know how to feel sad, to feel abandon, to feel loser.

i just can guarantee you, this particular time,
im still off the limit,
but im warning of myself who is starting to not even care anymore.
which will affect our relationship soon.